When you are an addict reality appears as a hall of mirrors, presenting distorted loneliness, yet all the aspects of yourself are reflecting back at you. You are a diverse entity, powerful beyond your imagination, that energy must express itself somewhere. When you poison your mind and body/mind/soul with narcotics that out of body experience is exactly that! You have heard testimonies from people who have flat lined in an emergency room or casualty, after the trauma they reflect on being above their bodies while medical professionals resuscitated them back to life … on a less traumatic level, each time you think you are high, your entity is merely reacting to what you have inflicted upon it; your being scatters it’s wisdom, vital and personal soul out of your vessel (body) to escape the havoc occurring in your body. In essence being high is preparing your life-force for death, while it salvages the parts of you which have not yet completed their purpose in this lifetime. Have you ever questioned what ghosts are? In case you’re wondering … yes, they do exist, they are the unquiet dead, if you were to die today, and you would join their frustration. Suicide and drug addiction are closely related. Just as ghosts exist, so does reincarnation. The law of nature will not permit you to ‘’end it all’’, the humor is that nothing can end until you learn from your lesson! The source of life, your Creator will simply return you to where you failed and chose, to give up, until you achieve your purpose. Even if your present existence seems to messy to recover from; you can start over by releasing all that wrenches you into anguish and disappointment. Change your life; no one else can do it for you.
Relax and believe in yourself, complete your purpose, you are miraculous, you know it and so do those who love you. You are beyond statistics, take a new trip to discovering the magnificence of your life, then live it! Look into the mirror and make peace with who is inside, reflect on the unnecessary, then grab hold of the positive. The game you’ve been playing has become kind of weak, now is the time to grasp your strength and recreate your aspirations.